AHHH I'm on fire!

Wow,
Experiencing life this past few months has been awesome.  I'm just now completing my online Foundations class for Religious Science and its opened me even more to what existance truly is as an experience.  I've been working on integrating everything of life I experience in order to make sense of it since I was 13 and its finally coming to fruition.  Coming to Zaadz is yet another element of this.  I finally see the next major destination in manifesting my vision into a complete experiencial context that has me saying "YES!" and feeling like energetically '"I'm on FIRE!".  Hehe...its reminds me of the Richard Pryor quote, "When you are on fire people get out of you way!".  I know to the depth of my being I am in the right place at this moment.  The words will eventually come to me over time to give more depth to this.  I have so much to say observing life in all its ways.  I commit to daily bloging to get it all out there. 

My latest culmination is the understanding that how I am spiritually is "Religious Science".  How I am philosophically seems to be "Integral Theory", Ever since I read "The Power of Myth" I felt that it was the same in all aspects of existance not only spiritually it was merely a matter of organizing it into a comprehensible system.  Relationship/Sexually I know myself to be "tantric" and am meditating on the thought/emotion/physical integral experience as a real present thing to create the space for the woman that is to be my beloved companion.  I am thankful for understanding who I am from my family of origin and resolving and evolving with my family members in order to not pass it on to my children. 

A place to express....to let ideas flow....and so it is...